There is no way you will get everything on a silver platter! I have come to realized that nothing is for free in this world. Things work on principles like give in and give out. You have to invest in a thing before you receive the feed back.
Like the principle of sowing,
you reap whatever you sow. so if things are not working the way you
expected them to, I am on my kneels begging don't give up. A
lot of people are counting on you. Your family, friends, children born
and those yet to be born, and Elohim are counting. It is just a matter
of time, everything will move to the way you expected. I say don't give up.
I want to meet you one day and you will be proud to say, 'I did not give up'.